Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Harsh upon my own sex

I am about as sexist a woman as any can find. I am angered by the man haters out there who think that women should bne out in the work force just as much as men. I hate that I have to work outside the home to help bring in money for our childless family to stay afloat.

I will not say that all woman should be stuck home bare foot an pregnant in the kitchen making pie all day. I do believe that there are women out there who do well in the professional positions. It is the women who are so emotionally charged and completely illogical who really grind my wheat. I firmly beleive that this nation was better off befor women were allowed run for office and to some extent to vote too. A strong opinion yes, but no stronger than the views of my man oppressing female counterparts. There are so many feminists out there who say they want equal rights to men, but what they seem to really want is more rights than men. These are bitter women, hurt or neglected by their father or some other important man in their life. They want revenge. These are spiteful women, angry at the world for their percieved ill treatment.

I am one example of women who want to stay home, care for my husband and children.I want my husband to be the leader of my home, to help disciplin our children. I want to be my husbands help mate, to be submissiveto him, not a slave or subordinate. They say that "behind every great man is a great woman." Well, I want to be that woman.I don't need to vote, I do but I don't need to. I vote for whom ever my husband voted for. He is a good man, honest, and Godly. He dotes on me, loves me, respects me, prays with me, values my opinion and how I feel, and he appreciates me. he has his faults and I acknowledge them; but I have my faults too, and they are no less than his. Each of us has our own goals and dreams, many of them coincide with eachother, but they do not run in two different directions. We both have great tallents and abilities, and we do our best to use them for God's glory.

I do believe in God and the Bible. I take bothe seriously and litterally. I would not consider myself a Bible thumper or even very conservative. I believe what I believe and that makes me who I am. I do not think it is right to force others to live the same sort of life I chose to lead, though I do believe that the God of the Bible is the one true God and the only Way. I make no appologies for it, just as those who oppose me make no appologies for their beliefs. or faith or lack thereof.

I don't wish to be typical or normal in the eyes of the world. I already feel alien here. I want to be a Godly woman, a Proiverbs woman. I want to be different, becausse normal is disfunctional.
Normal women are bitchy, illogicl, unforgiving, overly emotional, bitter, insecure, indicisive, contentious, and poor communicaters. They take everything personally, react to emotions, and emasculate any man they can for their own insecuries. I know I am a rare woman, but I know there are more out there like me, I have met a few.

These are the womans rights I want to fight for: to take care of my husband, home, and children.
I want to educate my children myself, with my husband. I want to have babies at home or in a birthing center. Naturally, with the help of a midwife as they did once upon a time. I want to breastfeed until my child weans themself, the way it once was. I want to use cloth diapers. I want to disciplin and care for my chuildren the way I see fit, to teach them self control and responsibility. I want to rumn my home, not have my children do it, or have the government or psychologists tell me what is best.

Blasted women and the most crap I will ever get

I don't mind not being liked by everyone. I acknowledge that I have at times a very abrasive personality. I see this and count it as both a blessing and a curse. I know that I rub some people the wrong way. I don't intend to, but I also know that I am often misunderstood. My tone of voice, my attitude at a given time, and sometimes my over confidence gets in the way of my ability to communicate. Though I do think at times that people do need to be offended, wake them up a bit, get them thinking.

I like questions, I ask them all the time. Questions followed by honest and intelligent answers are the only way to solve or understand anything.

Why do women twist things about the way they do? They seem to hear what they want, not what is being said. Aside from taking things all too personally, they turn everything inside out and backward. i do not claim to be perfect, all wise, or all knowing, but I do know myself. I know my securities and insecurities, my faults and my strengths. I do thing for myself and have no issue with admitting to being wrong; but when I know that I am right I will stand firm. I don't like being wrong, but I will admit to it when it is plain. i will also admit when i don't know something; I do not count this as an insecurity or even a flaw, only as ignorance. Ignorance can be a flaw and it can be a blessing.

I do not follow the news in any way. I only know what is going on in the world from news show commercials, blurbs on the radio, and conversations I overhear. To me the news, as liberal media presents it, is too depressing. It all seems to be about fear and death. Stories are writen for emotions rather than to convey facts. Opinions are given instead of truths and evidance. There always seems to be a slant on everything.

I research what is important to me: education, child rearing, domestic economics, frugality, and a host of other intrests. Though I enjoy writing stories of fiction, much of my intrests are reality based. I have no time for reality television or even most sitcoms. Reality television is not reality, it is improv, people placed in a given situation, playing a part without a script. Sitcoms portray "typical" couples or familieswhere: the man is an insensitive, selfish fool; the woman is either an air head or a contentious, ultra sensitive, control-freak. Neither tha man nor the woman portray any amount of respect for one another or expect it from their disobedient children who do seem to be running the home.

Blinders of a Horse

Live in your head. Don't mind the news or what goes on around you. Be vigilant, be faithful, trust and obey. Do as your told and do not fear. hear my voice: my quiet gentle voice. When all else seems to be going south, breath deep and keep moving. I have a plan for you, I have a purpose. Have joy, have peace, hope is ever present, and my love will provide all that you need. Your vision of the future is dim, I will dazzle you.

I keep my eyes on Him as the world comes crashing down. My road will be straight and my vision narrow, my mind open and clear to his voice.

Humpty Dumpty

I feel so alien in this world any more. Everything seems backward and upside down. Government, education, domestics, and all over our society is lost in sin and perversion. Greed, pride, and all kinds of immorality have turned our culture. People use to be respectful, responsible, and reputable. So much has become acceptable that was once considered unacceptable, and they call it enlightenment. I call it perversion. I am all for change and advancement, but not when basic principals are reversed or completely set aside.

People wonder why our society has gone into such disarray. Well it starts in the home and in the public schools. When individuals and families are out of control the rest of society reflects it. When parents don't control their children, the children don't learn self control; and what they are when they are four is what they will be when they are fourteen and twenty-four.

Once the largest trouble in public schools was gum chewing and talking in class. Now there are police and metal detectors at even the small schools, because of weapons and the possibility of their use.

It makes me angry when people say how fgreat this nation is, but it is all pride and not a good healthy confidence. This nation was founded on rebellion. Christianity was once recognised as the standard, not all has been set aside. We are not a great nation we are a "know-it-all" teen, a petulant child. America must be humbled, we need to be judged. I realize tat many other nations are just as bad if not worse, but we are so arrogant; thinking we are blessed and protected. We are not Israel, we are not Gods chosen nation. We have no more blessing or protection than any other nation, we are not special. The world does not respect us because we have earned it, they fear us because we can blow them up. It is our military they wish not to recon with. Our pride will be our down fall , and we will fall.We have turned away from our most basic principals and those principals are what made us great, once. Our greatness has fallen, and so soon will all the rest.